Insomniac

I envy you and your sleepy-sleep
Stillness and warmness
So helpless...

My body just won't shut down - gogogo!!
Open and searching
Eyes won't shut.

I watch you breathe, deep
I want to manipulate

Touch your sleep and see if it's catching
(until you wake and tell me to get off)

I envy your sleep.
Sleepy-sleep.
Brazen and shameless.
So tempting.


Rough first draft